Another month passed, one semester done. I learned a lot and had lots of fun along the way with new friends in a very much new environment. I think the upcoming times ahead will be much better and more fun. Oh, the memories.

I miss my family a lot more than I thought. Finally a time for me to go home; my real home with my family.

p.s. to the Ms Jellyfish who told me to update my blog, here it is. Don't tell me it's too deep or tl;dr. hah.

"Time does not pass, it continues" - Marty Rubin.

put a smile on. 1:19 PM

The moment when you feel so stressed up and felt like giving up. At the same time those around you are making you feel worse. First time ever I broke down in public.

"That moment when you burst out crying in your room and you realize that no one knows how unhappy you are" -unknown.

put a smile on. 12:27 PM

Time flies. It's July already. It has been two months since I've moved. Sad to say, I'm not exactly happy here. The place's good but not the people. Kind of regretted coming here but thanks to awesome classmates who cheers me up, I'm alright. New month, new beginning.

I miss home.

"There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness" -Carl Jung.

put a smile on. 11:47 PM

I'm having the weird feeling here that I don't belong to this cycle anymore. I thought I've made the right decision but now I'm starting to doubt myself after seeing those around me seems to know what they are doing while I'm all lost and confused here. I don't know what I should do anymore.

“Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious. But what I think is really obvious obviously isn't obvious” - Michael Stipe.

put a smile on. 5:12 PM

Apparently I've underestimated my ability to adapt. I'm starting to get used to how things works after 4 days here. Already homesick on the first day but I feel much better now. Luck is on my side with getting awesome housemates that treats me like a little sister.

I feel a little more burdened with responsibilities but I'm still good. I'm very excited to start the classes. I know it'll be difficult but I have to do it and prove it to everyone and make them proud.

"Homesickness is nothing. Fifty percent of the people in the world are homesick all the time" -John CheeverRead.

put a smile on. 5:07 PM

Just because I'm the youngest and a little pampered doesn't mean that I can't think rationally and make decisions alright? I've tried my best to accommodate and please everyone while doing the same to myself all the while. Stop making it as if I'm a completely useless selfish brat.

put a smile on. 9:54 PM

How ironic is it that I don't feel happy on my own birthday whilst everyone wishes me happy birthday? I actually felt happier on other days.
Just not today.

Maybe I just set my expectation a little too high for the likes of me.

"Expectation is the root of all heartache" -William Shakespeare.

put a smile on. 8:24 PM