It ended. Sooner than I expected. It still hurts although I had seen it coming long long time ago. 20 minutes. That's all the time I will give myself to grief the loss of it; cry as much as I want to because no matter how strong I am, I'm still a girl after all. I'd still feel the pain for some selfish reasons. After that, I'm going to let it go. Wake up as good as new, dress up, put on make up not for anyone else but me. Those are not the "masks" like how others believe to conceal my sadness. It's just another way to make myself feel good and happier.

Breaking up is definitely not the end of my world. Come to look at it, it is just in time to close the first chapter of my 2013 book. It's not the end of the world, my life nor any part of me. In fact, it's another new beginning for me and it gave me a new resolution! I shall lose more weight before my birthday and score a hotter, and better guy! I'm strong enough to grief for that short while and come back as a much better person. :)

"I'm the type of girl that puts on her better smile, her better outfit, and better attitude and shows him what he left behind." -unknown.

put a smile on. 9:10 PM